Twelfth Night


 
A story of when Vincent was found by Anna Pater

 

Twelfth Night

New York, one of the busiest cities in the world, surrendered to the forces of nature, as each intricate snowflake fluttered down upon a light wind to bank in drifts on the streets below, causing the city to come to a virtual standstill, on this twelfth night of January.
The futile sounds of car horns blared throughout the city, as if something could be done to accelerate progress, to finally admit defeat, as one by one car doors slammed, keys were heard tickling in locks, and the drivers left their vehicles, to trudge to the nearest subway.
By nightfall the flurries were thick and heavy, and soon the deserted streets were coated in a virgin carpet of snow, which knew no boundaries as it sifted through cracks and crevices into buildings, under doors, and piled up high against window ledges. The yellow of the street lamps cast a honeyed glow upon the snow. Like some spotlight with no celebrity to shine upon.
Anna Pater walked dejectedly through the forsaken streets, with one thought in mind. Somewhere out in this desolate city was someone that needed her. She knew not where she was going, only that her heart ached for someone lost to her.
Her hands and feet were frozen, her face pinched by the cold, but she did not seem to notice as she walked steadily onwards seeking something, anything, that would bring relief from the void that she felt. A gnawing need that drove her onwards through the silent night, searching every shadowy corner, every lonely alley for she knew not what.
Listening intently, through the muffled sounds of the city, she stilled herself, as a tiny cry floated towards her on the wings of a breeze. Anna’s heart lifted just fractionally, and as the cry came again, she quickened her pace towards the sound.
As she neared the grounds of St. Vincent’s hospital her heart sank. No doubt the sound had come from the maternity wing. She looked longingly at the building, brushing away a tear. This was the last place she should have come.
Memories flooded to mind, bringing with it a gush of tears she had until now, been unable to shed. All her dreams crashed around her, as she sank wearily to her feet.
She tortured herself with one thought; ‘I should be a mother.’ Seeing the lights flooding out across the grounds from the hospital windows, Anna suddenly knew what she had been missing. Her arms ached to hold her own baby, to have someone of her own to cherish, to cradle to her breast.
Yet that was not to be since her own child had been denied the right to life. Anna had withdrawn inside herself since that fateful day, refusing to believe her own child had gone forever, and she had searched for him ever since.
Warm tears broke through the numbness of her skin, and Anna realised just how cold it was. A person could die out there in the snow, yet until this moment she had been unable to feel the frozen earth, as the flurries swirled around her. Getting to her feet, she noticed not far from where she stood were some footprints, and idly she followed them with her eyes. They led towards a bush, and then backtracked. Anna thought it was rather strange, and curious, she decided to follow them.
They were large prints, obviously a tall man, or a short man with big feet; the thought amused her as she conjured up images of the person who had made them.
It was rather a large bush, and Anna had to hold back the branches to see beneath, taking care that they did not scratch her face. The light was not good here, but she was just able to make out a bundle of something, and hesitated, before reaching out a hand. Half way to it, she stopped. What was she doing? Picking up someone’s discarded rubbish, it could contain all kinds of distasteful muck. Pulling back her hand, she let go of the branch and straightened, desperately looking around to see if she had been noticed. Anna sighed with relief when she saw there was no one nearby. The sound of her sigh, ruffling the amber coloured silken scarf that she wore around her neck.
Stepping back, she trod on a fallen twig that snapped between her foot and the frozen earth, causing a loud crack. Instantaneously a sharp wail came up from the area of the bush, and Anna was down on all fours in a flash. Tugging back the branch once again, her hand reached for the bundle that lay beneath, her heart pounding in her chest as she carefully withdrew the ragged shawl surrounding the tiny child within.
A lump caught and constricted in her throat, as she carefully pulled back the shawl to reveal one of the most startling faces she was ever to lay her eyes upon.
In that moment Anna and child fell in love, as eyes met eyes, and Anna smiled for the first time in weeks.
Carefully snuggling the child beneath her coat, Anna, looked around quickly, then, as no one appeared to have noticed her, she hurried away towards home.

Announcing her arrival the pipes quietened as Anna walked into her own chamber, to lay the precious bundle upon the bed. Carefully extracting the ragged shawl and bringing a candle nearer to see better, Anna gasped as the full delight of the child lay beneath her. His eyes an intense shade of blue, stared back at her, his little clawed fist grasping the air between them. Anna could not believe what she was seeing; only knowing that this child was unique and needed her protection and love like no other. It seemed to her that the fates that had brought them together were meant to be. Her own child stillborn, leaving her bereft with grief, and this child motherless needing love and security.
A rustle in the doorway caused her to straighten, and she turned to shield the child from prying eyes, to find her husband John stood there, a mug of hot soup in his hands. “”You have been gone for hours Anna, you must be frozen.” he handed her the mug, and as she hesitated, asked her, “What have you got there?”
A reply was unnecessary, as a sharp wail came from behind from this momentary neglect, and John strode across to the bed to stare down at the child.
“What is it?” he demanded, “An animal?”
“No!” Anna rushed to pick up the baby, cradling it against her, “It is a child”, she told him.
“Let me see it again.” he asked her.
Slowly, Anna turned the child towards her husband. The child’s eyes challenged his, defying him to call him an animal again.
Putting out a hand, John stroked the baby’s face, “How unusual” he spoke as if to himself, “Has Jacob seen it.”
“No. No one has. I have only just come in with him.”
“Then let us go and see him, perhaps his doctoring skills can throw some light on this miracle.”
Warmed now by her husbands’ acceptance, Anna took his hand and the pair of them took the child along to Jacob Well’s chamber.

“He’s incredible.” Jacob’s eyes widened with delight as he gazed down at the baby, minutes later. “Are you certain it’s a boy, Anna?”
“No, but I just feel that he is.”
“Would you mind if we looked at him properly. I should like to see the rest of him.”
Anna nodded, “I should too.”
Unwrapping the tiny mite carefully, all the while talking to it, as each vestige of clothing was removed to reveal a part of the child’s anatomy, the three onlookers gasped. Finally naked upon Jacob’s bed, the child was indeed, found to be a male. Anna smiled, “See what did I tell you.”
“He’s remarkable”, Jacob told them, “I have never seen anything like it in all my life.”
“How do you suppose he came to be this way?” John asked.
“If I knew the answer to that John, I’d be a millionaire. Could be a freak of nature, a form of bestiality, a scientific experiment, who knows, whatever caused it, he is just perfect. Look at that body hair, why it’s like a soft golden down from head to foot. Yet the feet look at them, almost human, long and silky smooth, not like his hands at all. I wonder what he will grow up like?”
Anna looked at the two of them; “Will we be around to see that. I mean can he stay here with us?”
“My dear”, Jacob linked his arm through hers “Can he stay anywhere else? He needs the sanctuary of our world here, Below the city streets. Whatever forces were at work this night to have you find him, must not be angered by turning him away. Of course he must stay.”
“I wonder what power lies behind those hands.” John mused, as if to himself. “He could be a leader, a warrior. I bet he will be a fearsome beast when he is grown.” his mind conjuring up ideas already for the child’s future.
“John!” Anna spoke sharply to her husband, “Don’t. Please don’t. He is only a baby, how can you be thinking of him that way. He is a child, not an animal. Don’t let me ever catch you calling him a beast again, ever, do you hear me?”
“I hear you Anna, and I promise you will never hear me say it again, however, I cannot promise that I won’t think it.”
Anna glared at him, “Then I will not consider you as his father John. From this day forth, that right belongs to Jacob. He and I will bring up the child, between us.”
“No!” John flung the words at her, “You are my wife. And if you accept this child as your own, then he becomes my son. And he will grow to be a great warrior; you’ll see Anna. With one such as he at my side, we will go from strength to strength, and we will be unstoppable.”
“I don’t think I like the sound of that John.” Jacob told him seriously, “What we have here is a haven for peace, and if you have other ideas against this, then you had best learn to forget them now. There is enough violence in the world Above, without bringing it here to our world. This child has the potential to become great, yes, but great in the works of love, compassion and honesty, not hate and injustice.”
John Pater glowered at him and as he turned to leave the room, they heard him mutter, “We’ll see Jacob, we’ll see.”

The first three days were the worst. The young child cried solid for the entire time. First Anna, then John then Jacob cradled the mite, pacing the floor of their chambers’ trying to soothe the baby. The problem was what to feed the child. Not fully aware of his make-up, it appeared that formula milk was too harsh on his tender stomach, and neither of them knew of anything else that could be given.
Fearful that the formula would do some damage, Jacob tried the last resort to pacify the child to sleep against giving him more milk, and he started to sing to the baby, a soft lilting lullaby, remembered from his own childhood. The words at first lost from his thoughts, a few words here, some humming there, until at last they jogged his memory and suddenly a full flood of words slipped into place, as they were recalled to mind.
The child stilled to listen, not just to the voice, but to the expressions that chased across Jacob’s face, as he tried to remember the song. Aware now that the child had stopped crying Jacob looked down into that sweet little face, and smiled as the big blue eyes still wet from tears, scrutinised him. It was almost as if for the first time, some bonding was taking place, and Jacob knew at that moment a swell of love within his heart grow rapidly for the baby. Bending his head, he placed the gentlest of kisses, upon the downy head, and stroked the tiny feline nose with one finger. The baby sighed, and settled deep into his embrace, closed his eyes and slept peacefully.
Jacob let out the longest of sighs as his body relaxed, and he laid the sleeping child into the makeshift cot. The baby stirred a little, making Jacob hesitate, praying with all his might that the child would not wake, and smiled when the baby put one of its own thumbs into its mouth to suck while sleeping. ‘Maybe that’s it’, Jacob thought to himself, as he straightened, ‘if I could find someone willing to breast feed the child, that could be the answer to this problem about feeding’. Feeling somewhat at ease now, Jacob tiptoed away to put a message out on the pipes, for any member of the tunnel dwellers with a small baby to contact him.

While he waited, his own son, Devin came to find him. The boy was about four years old, and since his mother died in childbirth, Devin had been brought up by his father, and anyone else who would spend time with him.
“Hello Devin, what mischief are you in now?” Jacob asked the child, ruffling the mop of black hair, absentmindedly.
Devin scrowled, why did his father always assume, he was up to no good. “Came to see baby”, he told his father defiantly.
“The baby is sleeping Devin, you can see him when he awakes.”
“Want to see him now.”
“Not until he wakes. Run along now, go and find Anna, I need to close my eyes for a while.”
“Anna is sleeping. Want to stay with you.”
“Well you can’t, I’m tired, I have been trying to get the new baby to sleep for hours, let me rest now, run along. Devin.”
Resentment filled the young child’s heart, as he stood motionless glaring at his father.
“Do you want scolding?” Jacob asked the boy, “Do as I tell you. Now go.”
Devin ran out of his father’s chamber, but stopped outside the door. As soon as he felt his father was asleep he crept back in and made his way towards the baby. It was unfortunate for Devin, that as soon as he gazed down with disbelief at the strange looking baby, that Jacob woke, and seeing Devin stood there, he jumped to his feet, crying out, “Don’t touch him!” The sound of Jacob’s voice woke the sleeping child, and a wail came up from him, soon followed by a hearty cry, and Jacob groaned, “Now look what you have done!” he yelled at the cowering boy,
“It wasn’t me.” Devin trembled, as his father brought down his hand to slap his leg, “You woke him.”
“Don’t be insolent.” his usual calm attitude disrupted by lack of sleep, made the boy cringe, and bending to pick up the baby, Jacob told him, “Leave us, and don’t come back until you are sorry for what you have done.”
Devin ran then, the tears be-dimming his eyes, threatening to overflow, bravely holding them back, until he was well away from his father’s chamber, where the tears began to fall so fast he was unable to stop them. That’s where Anna found him, his little body shaking uncontrollably, his heart broken.
“Devin,” her soft voice cut through his misery, “What grieves you so?” Devin hiccuped, “Him”, he pointed a finger back in the direction of his father’s chamber, “Arh” said Anna, understanding at once, “Your father, eh?”
Devin nodded, unable to speak, and Anna enfolded him into her arms. “Don’t fret so love,” she told him, “Your father is tired, we all are, me, John and your father. The baby has cried for days, and we are exhausted, can you understand that. Tiredness makes us all short tempered. Your father will be better when he has had some sleep, just like I have had. I was on my way to take over from him.”
Devin looked at her with his big brown eyes adoringly, his lips still trembling with sadness. “He said I woke the baby.” Devin told her. Anna’s eyes lit up; “The baby was sleeping! Why that’s wonderful.” her eyes took on a distant look, and Devin had to touch her before she came back to the present to speak with him again. “Yes?” she questioned him; “Did you want something else?”
Devin re-coiled. For a moment he felt that someone cared about him, and then as soon as the baby was mentioned, he was forgotten.
Resentment flared in his young heart, hampered by a touch of jealousy. Everyone it seemed preferred the baby. Anna’s next words confirmed this, “Devin, I have to go now. If the baby is awake again, your father will be relieved to see me. Run along now wipe away those tears. Big boys don’t cry.”
Then she was gone, leaving him standing there, feeling lost and alone, as the tears gathered and fell once more.

“Have you thought of a name for him, Anna.” Jacob asked a few days later, when the baby had settled into a routine, and tempers were less frayed.
“No. Many names have gone around and around in my head, but there is nothing I can decide upon. Have you any ideas Jacob?”
“Only one. You found him outside St. Vincent’s Hospital did you not. Why don’t we name him Vincent?”
Anna’s face lit up, “That would be lovely Jacob. Yes I like that. And have you found anyone to wet nurse him yet?”
“No-one specific. Some of the young mothers, express their own milk and bring that along, and it does seem to me that is what he needed, for a certainty, he hasn’t had a tummy upset since we stopped giving him formula milk. Why do you ask?”
“I was reading one of your medical journals last night. It tells me that anyone who has given birth will have milk, even at times when it seems to have dried up, with stimulation it can be brought back again, in some cases even years later. I was wondering, do you think I could give it a try? It would mean so much to me to be able to look after him in this way. I feel so useless, and though I have a baby to hold now, its not the same as having the one that was lost to me. What do you think, can I try?”
Jacob’s face was wreathed in smiles, “Of course my dear, that would be a splendid idea. It is only three weeks since your own baby...well, you know.”
“Died Jacob. Its all right I can say it now. Don’t be afraid to talk about it, I’m not.”
“Then would you like to take the baby and try now. I have to go out for a while, you shouldn’t be disturbed, if you would like to stay here and try, and I’ll call out before entering, when I return.”
“Thank you Jacob, that’s very kind of you.”

When he had left, Anna took the still crying child, and undressing enough to expose one breast, she very carefully placed the nipple into the baby’s mouth.
The result was instant, as soon as the baby felt the obtrusive nipple; he latched on tightly, and sucked as though his life depended upon it.
Anna laughed, “It’s a good job you know what to do, for I’m a little unsure. Is that better now?”
The big blue eyes stared up at her, while the tiny mouth sucked for all it was worth. Anna could see that nothing was coming out, but she was optimistic, and at least the breast comforted the child. Soon the lids closed over those beautiful eyes, and he was sound asleep. Anna smiled, for the first time since she had found him, she felt he were truly her own.

Each time the child woke hungry, Anna would do this, and then after extensive sucking, she would reward him with a bottle of warm expressed milk, donated by other mothers Below. Yet within thirty-six hours, Anna found her own breasts filling with milk, and jubilant she went along to his cot, picked him up from his slumber and put him to her breast. Even in sleep he nuzzled her found the nipple and sucked. Anna was overjoyed as she heard and saw him swallowing, and a great feeling of pride and love swept over her, to know that now she was his life force, and her body the sustainer of life for which she had been brought forth.
From that day, the child could only progress in leaps and bounds. Anna had found her joy in life, and Jacob standing by to help as much as possible found his heart bursting with love for this child that had survived and was thriving against all the odds.
Only two resented the time that the baby was given, John Pater and Devin Wells.

Vincent was growing rapidly with every passing month, when a confrontation came between Anna and John. The time she had spent away in Jacob’s chamber incensed him. “Why can you not, bring the child to our chamber?” he yelled at her one day.
“Because it makes sense to feed him in Jacob’s, that’s where the crib is after all. As soon as the child is asleep, I can lay him down, come back to you, and know that Jacob will look after him in my absence.”
“I don’t understand. You found the baby, and made yourself his mother, I am your husband, and it stands to reason, that the child should be with us. While you go about your daily business, it is I that should have the right of looking after the child, not Jacob.”
Anna glared at him, “Jacob loves him.” she told him, as if it would make it right.
“And you think I do not?” he challenged her.
Anna tugged at her lower lip with her teeth, “It’s not that John, it’s just, that, that...”
“Its because of what I said isn’t it. You know the day you found him. I told you he would make a warrior. I still believe that Anna. I think he will grow to be a mighty one among us. But as to love, well I love him no less than Jacob.”
“How can you say that John. Why you have spent so little time with him? I cannot believe you love him as much as Jacob, or, or I.”
“Then you are wrong. Perhaps the love I feel is not so intense as what you feel, how can a man begin to know the maternal instinct of a woman, but I do love him, and I see him as my son, and I intend to take him with me when we leave here.”
Anna’s eyes opened wide, her mouth refused to utter the words her mind was telling her, “We’re leaving?” she whispered in disbelief, “When, where?”
“Not yet but soon. While you and Jacob, have been playing mummies and daddies, I have been opening up some of the lower tunnels. Its a bit colder down there, so I want to wait until the child is stronger before taking him there, and then when he is, we shall go, and we shall start a new life for ourselves with our son.”
Anna started to shake her head, slowly from side to side, “No John, I won’t let you. To take the child away from Jacob, why it will break his heart.”
“And what of my heart Anna. Jacob already has a son, one he does not even want or love. Can you not see what he has done to Devin? Why the child is starved of affection. Do you not think Jacob knows this? He feels it is too late to re-capture what he has lost with his own son, so he has stolen mine, to start afresh. I won’t allow this Anna, the child is mine, and he and I together will become great in the eyes of this community, and no-one will challenge my leadership with my son at my side.”
“Is that all he is to you! He is, isn’t he? That’s the only way you need him, as a means to accomplish this bitter dream you have. I cannot allow you to do this John.”
“You have no say in the matter, as long as you are my wife, and the child is your son, then he is my son, but even if you were no longer here, he would still be my son. I can offer him a better life than the one he will lead here with Jacob. I can offer him the life he was born for. Do you not see that those features of his were created for a purpose, I shall give him that purpose.”
“You will make him into a monster John. In your quest to be great, you will keep him locked deep in the bowels of the earth to carry out your every whim, moulding him to suit yourself, he will not be able to do a single thing of his own making. I cannot allow you to do this.”
“You keep saying that to me woman, I tell you, you have no choice. The child is mine; he was sent to me, do you not see that. He was the answer to my prayer, and he needs me as much as I need him.”
“No!” Anna shook her head, the tears be-dimming her eyes; “I do not believe you. Just look into his eyes, what a wealth of wisdom they portray. He will be great among people that is true, but with a heart that throbs with love, and the capacity to give of himself to the benefit of others, many others, not to you alone. The way you wish to use him would be barbaric.”
“The only barbarian Anna is the one that caused his birth, whoever that was. Do you disbelieve my words Anna, a child such as he, was created for a purpose, and I intend to let that purpose find fruition. Imagine the strength behind those limbs when he is fully grown, why, if I desired, together we could rule this city, have the people in total submission.” John’s eyes filled with a craving for his dream.
Anna’s eyes opened wide with horror, “And then what, of Jacob’s world, the one he has created here, what of that John?”
“Jacob’s world? It is my world! Anna, we took Jacob in, not he us, yet you would have him take over what we started here. Jacob is a cissy. Reading books all day, looking after the afflicted ones, it makes me sick. What we have here Below, in this secret world of ours is the ability to rule. Why we could be so great, and the authorities would not be able to touch us, and with the child, even better, for fear would prevent them from coming to search for us. All the riches of this city could be ours; all the gold could be mine. Power, Anna, can you not feel it, does not the thought stir you. To be greatest among men, it is all I have ever dreamed!”
Anna stared wide-eyed at her husband; “I don’t think John, that until now, I have ever really known you. These dreams you harbour are wicked dreams, fed from your wicked heart. I can tell you now, that I will fight you all the way, and while I am alive you will not take the child away from here.”
John Pater glared at his wife, “As your own mouth has spoken so shall it be.”
Anna did not know whether to feel relieved or afraid, as she left the chamber in search of Jacob.

Sitting in Jacob’s chamber some time later, the child at her breast, with a shawl draped over to shield herself from Jacob’s eyes, Anna unravelled the sorry tale to him, as tears slid silently down her cheeks.
Grave faced, Jacob listened, “We cannot allow this Anna” he told her when finally her words were spent. “How do you feel about living without your husband?”
“What do you mean?” Anna whispered her eyes wide with anxiety.
“I mean, one such as he with the desires such as he has, is not welcome in our world. His lust for power will be the undoing of all we have strived to achieve here. This world of ours is a safe haven from the wickedness Above, we do not want our world Below to become a reflection of the callous world people have come down here to escape from.”
“Then what are you suggesting Jacob?” Anna asked almost afraid to know.
“John has to be exiled Anna. It is the only way to ensure safety for those that live here and ultimately safety for this child. We cannot allow John to take the child from us, he will turn him into the beast that we strive to take from him.”
Anna nodded, “Then I wish to stay. I have no love for John, not like I have for the child. When do you mean to carry out this deed.”
“As soon as I have spoken with members of the council. It will be done.”

John was furious when he found out what Anna had done. Even more when he was called to meet with the council and they spoke of their fears for his intentions, and bade him to leave them. “And you must never enter our world again, you have become to us, as a traitor, and anything you say will be taken as trickery. From this day forth you are banished from our world. Collect your things and go.”
John spluttered in his anger, “The only things that are mine, are my wife and my child. I intend to take them with me.”
“The child and Anna are to stay with us.” Jacob told him. His voice unwavering.
John was furious, “You have a son you don’t want Jacob, and you concede to take mine, why so that you can disregard him too a few years from now, just as you have with Devin?”
Jacob’s face contorted with anger, that was below the belt, and he would not stand and listen to it, “Get out, get out of here, and never return, but know this the child belongs here with us. He is not your son, neither is he my son, but his home is here, where he will grow to know the meaning of love and compassion, not hatred and lies.”
John and Jacob glowered at one another, and then John swept out of the chamber without another word.
Anna followed her husband, perhaps she should not have, but something within her, some tie of loyalty bade her do so. Watching as he packed the few things he would need, he neither spoke nor looked in her direction. Sitting on the bed watching him, she knew he was too furious with her to speak, and softly she apologised to him, “I’m, sorry John. You know I cannot possibly come with you. The child needs me. Perhaps when he is weaned, things will be different, and I will come to you.”
John spun round to face her; “You needn’t bother” he spat at her, “You and I are finished. You hear me. Call yourself a wife! Traitor!”
Anna cringed from the fury in those eyes. Eyes which once looked at her with love. Or did they? Did he ever really love her? Anna doubted the possibility once she began to analyse the man she had married. Had he changed, or had she? Or was it that she had never really known him? Whatever, she knew now that the love she once had for him had abated. When it had happened she had not been aware, but she knew now without a doubt that if she never saw him again it would be too soon. “As you wish.” she told him softly. There was nothing more she could say. Still he scowled at her, casting her looks of venom between his ministrations of packing.
That done he took a last look around the chamber, and his eyes came to rest upon the kettle they used for boiling hot water over a stove. For a moment his eyes softened when he looked at her, and she was taken aback by his words, when he said, “Shall we share one last cup of tea together?”
Anna smiled, just slightly as she remembered the way they had met, over a cup of tea in a bar. Capturing her thoughts he whispered softly, “Yes Anna, the alpha and the omega, the first and the last, this is the way we should end it. A cup of tea, was at our beginning, it is only fitting is it not, that it should be at our ending?”
Anna nodded, not trusting herself to speak. Her eyes cast downwards into her lap, as John boiled the kettle, took two mugs from off the hook, and put milk and sugar inside them. Anna did not notice, as her husband took a small piece of paper from his pocket, unfolded it and sprinkled some powder into her mug. Filling the teapot with hot water, and stirring it round, he brewed the tea, and poured the hot liquid into the mugs. Then he handed her the poisoned mug of tea.
They drank the tea in silence, though John’s eyes never left Anna’s face over the rim of his own mug. And when he was satisfied that she had taken every last drop, he took the mug from her, washed it out, and put it back on the hook. Anna watched him without a word, until he picked up his bags to leave, then she walked with him to the door. “I’m sorry it has to end this way.” she whispered, “Goodbye, John.”
He looked down at her, and she recoiled under the weight of hatred in those eyes, and something else, contempt yes, but more, something she could not put her finger on. It wasn’t until she walked away towards Jacob’s chamber that she realised what she’d seen there. It was pity.

When Anna arrived at Jacob’s chamber it was void of his presence. The baby stirred in his cot as Anna pulled back the sheet, and lifted him to her. Settling down upon the bed, Anna lay the child at her side, and breast-fed him there. One arm protectively around the child, she relaxed in the feel of his warm mouth upon her breast. “At least you are safe little one” She told him stroking his downy head. “Sleep now, sleep and know you are safe, and with people that love you.” She kissed him, and feeling suddenly very tired, she gathered him close to her and closed her eyes, never to open them again.

Vincent was a year old before Devin was trusted to sit with him. Looking upon the child as a younger brother, Devin no longer resented his father spending time with Vincent, instead he drew from the child all the love he needed, and that Vincent loved Devin went without question.
Those big blue eyes would follow his brother’s every movement, his face lighting up with joy as soon as Devin entered the chamber.
“Hello Vin.” Devin would welcome him, as he bounded down the steps each morning after breakfast, “How you going mate?” he’d ask him.
Father would frown, “Now you know that isn’t the way to talk Devin. I don’t know where you get it from. What you should say is, “Good morning Vincent, are you well? Perhaps you could try this tomorrow morning, eh, then that would please me?”
Devin glared at his father. What right did this man have to tell him how he should speak, when he had never cared before for anything he had done. He would not do anything to please him.
The following morning, when he came down the steps and gave his usual greeting, Jacob was furious, “Devin. What did I tell you yesterday? Did you not hear a word that I told you?”
Father and son’s eyes locked in mortal combat, and Jacob sighed deeply, “What am I to do with you Devin, for a certainty I do not know where you get this rebellious streak from.” Then his voice softened as he told him, “I have to go out for a few moments, can I trust you to sit with Vincent while he plays on the floor. See that he doesn’t do anything to hurt himself. I won’t be gone long.”
Grateful for the rarity of the time spent alone with his brother, Devin smiled, and Jacob realised quite suddenly that he had never seen the child smile at him before. He found he rather liked it, but a deep-seated resentment bade him from doing anything about making it happen more often. Leaving the two children together he went about his business.

From that day forth, Devin would spend every spare moment he had playing with Vincent in his father’s chamber, and as the first year rolled into two and then three the two brothers became inseparable. Vincent simply could not bear to be without Devin to such a degree, that Jacob finally conceded to have the two of them share a chamber alongside his own. Thus for the first time in his life Devin had a family, be it that he felt his brother was the only one to truly love him.

*** *** ***


Charles Chandler paced the corridor of the maternity ward, waiting for the news he longed for so much. It had been hours since he had brought his wife in, after the long drive from the mountains where they had been holidaying, stopping only along the road home to call their GP to have him meet them at the hospital.
Peter Alcott, coming out of the delivery room, cut through Charles thoughts, his face creased in smiles. “You can go in now Charles,” he told his friend and long time patient, “Caroline has presented you with a daughter.”
Charles’ face lit up, “A daughter! And they are both well?”
“Yes, mother and baby are fine. Caroline is tired though, she needs her rest, if you spend a few moments with her and come back in the morning I think she would appreciate that.”
Charles’ rubbed his aching temples, “I too am tired, it was a long drive from the mountains, and I feared that we would never make it. I was certain that the child would be born on the back seat of the car. Who would have believed it, we had hours to wait, and we could have taken our time.”
“One never can tell Charles. Its as well you brought her here when you did, although there were no complications. Caroline did very well. You should be proud of her.”
“Oh I am, and tomorrow I shall buy up every florist in New York, to show her how much.”
Peter laughed, “Well can you buy some vases too, I’m afraid the hospital is always short on those.” Then changing the subject went on, “So you were in the mountains, what were you doing there?”
“We thought we would spend a couple of weeks in the cabin. Caroline convinced me everything would be fine. It almost was, we were up to the twelfth night, when Caroline’s water’s broke. I didn’t think it were ever possible to panic like that.”
Peter laughed some more. “Well panic over now Charles, though I cannot pretend that now you have a child of your own to worry about that you will never panic again. Especially with a daughter Charles, believe me you will have your fair share.”
Charles laughed softly, “Yes, but it will be worth every moment.” Then shaking Peter’s hand he made his way to see his wife and child.

Holding his wife’s hand Charles looked down at the tiny bundle clinging to her breast for sustenance. “So soon?” his eyes widened with disbelief, and Caroline smiled, “Its thirsty work being born Charles. I bet it took its toll on her as much as it did me. Isn’t she just perfect, thank you so much darling.”
“And thank you. To give me a daughter. Well I know a man always longs for a son, but having a daughter, you know Caroline, I never thought my heart was capable of knowing more love, but I find that just looking at her swells my heart to bursting point.”
“I know what you mean, I feel that way too. And you know such is my happiness, that I wish for her only to know the same, to have a happy life is what I wish for her, and to have the love of a generous man such as yourself.”
Charles bent his head to kiss his wife, his grey eyes wet with unshed tears, and “You say the nicest things.” he told her, making her face light up with love for him.
“What shall we call her?” she asked him.
“I thought you had chosen a name. After nine months of reading through all those books, you mean to tell me you are still undecided?” he teased her.
Caroline smiled up at him, “Not exactly, I do have some ideas, but I wondered if there was anything that you preferred.”
Charles did have some names in mind, “Perhaps we could go through some together and see if we come up with the same name at any point. How about that?”
Caroline nodded, “Yes. Better still, you have a sheet of paper and a pen and write down some names, and I’ll do likewise, and we’ll see if we have written the same name at any one time.” Leaning over to lift her bag from the cabinet shelf, she opened it to extract paper and two pens, and together they sat upon the bed making a list.
Finished at last, they compared notes. There were two names written upon each list exactly the same. Joanna and Catherine.
“Joanna Chandler.” Charles tested the names out loud. “Charles, Caroline and Joanna Chandler. Charles, Caroline and Catherine Chandler.”
Caroline’s face lit up, “Oh the latter it has to be. It has such a nice ring to it.”
“What Catherine?”
“Yes, see how it rolls off the tongue. It’s perfect. Cath... er...ine, so lovely.”
Charles nodded, “Then that is what we shall call her. Catherine Chandler. Yes I like it. And may it be as you wished, that she has a happy a life as the two of us have shared.”

*** *** ***


Far beneath the city streets Vincent was thriving. He had in fact turned out to be a most remarkable child with the ability to grasp information rapidly. Jacob thrilled at Vincent’s ability to learn to read before he was four years old, and his immense delight for books. Devin on the other hand was a poor student in comparison, wanting only to play and get his younger brother into mischief.
“I’ve seen the moon.” Devin told Vincent one day, as they sat upon the bridge overlooking the mirror pool.
“What’s the moon?” Vincent asked him. “You mean you don’t know. What sort of books are you reading?”
“Books about dogs.”
“There is more to life than animals Vincent, but even they live beneath the moon. Would you like to come with me to see them? I can show you dogs and cats too.”
Vincent scrambled to his feet, “Yes let’s go and we must tell Father.”
“No!” Devin’s words stunned him, “We mustn’t tell anyone. This must be our secret. Father would not let you go.”
Uncertain Vincent was torn. Father had told him it was wrong to disobey.
“We won’t be gone long. And we don’t have to leave the tunnels, well not too much.” Devin told him.
Unconvinced Vincent hesitated. “Oh come on Vincent. I will go without you.”
“You will?”
“Yes. I’ve been before see. Me and Mitch we go Above all the time.”
“You do?”
“Yes, come on Vincent you will love it. It’s wrong of Father to keep you as a prisoner down here, there is so much for you to see. And there is something else?”
“What?”
“Promise you won’t tell anyone?”
“I promise.”
“We have found somewhere to play. Up Above in the park, there is a carousel, with horses, and we ride them round and round, its great. I’ll take you there if you like?”
“Is it in the tunnels?”
“No, silly. It’s in the park, but it’s not far from the tunnels, and no-one will see us.”
Vincent wanted to go. To see the moon, the cats, the carousel and horses, things he had never before seen and knew nothing of, but he did not want to make Father unhappy, and he knew that misbehaving would make Father unhappy.
“I don’t know.” he hesitated.
“Oh please yourself, Vincent. I’m going anyway. If you want to come, just follow me.”
Walking away to find Mitch, Vincent watched him go with longing, and made an instant decision. He would go, and hope that Father never found out.

Vincent never forgot his first sight of the moon. It was better than Devin had told him. The moon, no mere blob in the sky as Devin had told him, was in fact the most awesome thing he had laid eyes upon. Even the carousel paled beside it.
And the stars, twinkling against the dark sky stirred his young heart like nothing else ever had, and Vincent craned his neck to see the whole of the universe that stretched into infinity.
“Quit looking at the stars Vincent, they are always here, alas the carousel might be taken away at any moment. Come on, follow us, that’s it under this fence, its here inside this big shed.” Devin told him, as he dragged him along, by his arm.
“Where are the dogs and cats”, Vincent wanted to know.
“In the shed too. Come on you’ll see them soon enough.”
Following his brother, Vincent’s eyes darted wildly as they slid beneath the wire fence and broke into the shed. “Should you do that?” he asked as Devin picked the lock.
“Don’t be such a scaredy cat.” Mitch told him, laughing at the name, “Huh scaredy cat, that’s good isn’t it Devin?”
Vincent fortunately did not understand, as the two other boys laughed quietly.
Once inside the shed, Vincent did indeed see his first cat and dog. The dog had been befriended by Devin and Mitch over a period of some months, and now came towards them with tail wagging and tongue lolling in greeting.
Vincent eyed the animal warily; putting out a hand as Devin showed him how, liking the strange sensation of the rough tongue licking his hand. “Hiya Buster”, Devin told the dog, “Meet Vincent.
” The cat eyed the three from her vantagepoint above a cabinet. From her level she made eye contact with Vincent. The two stared at one another, and Vincent drew his brows together. “She looks a bit like me”, he told Devin, “Why is that?”
Too late, Devin vaguely remembered his father saying that he hoped Vincent never had to see a cat. He had even doctored all the books with pictures of cats in, to prevent Vincent from knowing what they looked like.
“She probably had the same mother.” Mitch’s cruel remark stabbed through Vincent, who had never known his mother.
Frowning he told them, “I don’t understand.”
“Mitch!” Devin hissed, “Did you have to say that?”
“It’s only a bit of fun Devin.”
Looking at the sadness on Vincent’s face, he could not go along with that. “Come Vincent, forget about the cat, let’s have a ride on the carousel, you will love it.”
Immediately the carousel started up, Vincent did indeed forget about the cat. What excitement it was to ride the horses round and round in time to the music, Vincent had never known anything like it, he loved it so much, that Devin had to prise him away.
“One more time Devin please.” Vincent wailed as the ride came to a halt, and Devin told him it was time to go.
Devin applied blackmail. “If you promise never to tell Father you saw a cat, I’ll bring you here every night.”
“You will? Oh yes, I promise, I promise.” Reluctantly dismounting, Vincent followed his brother and Mitch out of the shed, under the wire, and back across to the tunnels, “Thank you for taking me.” Vincent told his brother sincerely.
“That’s all right, Vin, but you have got to remember its a secret, you must tell no-one, or we shall be prevented from coming again, and Father might stop you from seeing me, and you wouldn’t want that would you?”
Vincent shook his head vigorously, “No Devin, and I promise I won’t tell anyone.”
Night after night, true to his promise, Devin took Vincent Above to ride the carousel, and Vincent kept his side of the bargain never to tell. But as Devin grew older, riding the carousel no longer appealed to him as once it had, and Vincent became the blackmailer instead. “Can we ride the carousel tonight Devin?”
“No, me and Mitch are going Below to explore.”
“Can I come?”
“No, it’s too dangerous.”
“When will you take me to the carousel then?” It had become the highlight of Vincent’s life.
“Don’t know. Maybe never again.”
Vincent’s face fell. “If you don’t take me, I’ll tell Father you showed me a cat.”
Devin was horrified. “You wouldn’t?”
Sensing he was on a winning streak, Vincent told him seriously, “I would.”
“Then Father would stop you from going Above, and separate the two of us.”
“So, and you would be stopped too, then you would have to play with me, and let me come Below with you.”
Sensing he was on a losing battle, Devin wrinkled up the corner of his mouth thoughtfully, “Okay, I’ll take you to the carousel again, but we won’t go every night. One night we will go there, and the next I’ll go below with Mitch, will that suit you?”
“No. I want to go wherever you go, and you have to take me, or I will tell Father you showed me a cat.”
“Look don’t do this Vincent. If you do, you will be a tell-tale, and you know what that means don’t you?”
Vincent did. Below, all telltales were dipped beneath the mirror pool, until they could no longer hold their breath, and came up spluttering. Vincent did not want this to happen to him. However, he refused to show fear as he replied, “I want to come with you, I thought we were friends, and I won’t get in the way, I promise.”
Devin let out a deep sigh, “Oh all right, but you have to keep up with us. You may have to run to do so, and if you get tired we won’t carry you, you will jolly well have to sit and wait until we come that way back.” Throughout the speech, Devin could not help but smile, as Vincent, his face alight with joy told him, ‘Yes Devin, No Devin, I promise Devin.’ He just hoped that Mitch would understand.

As Vincent grew into an adolescent he grew ever more reliant upon his older brother. And Devin came to realise that for Vincent the world Below would be his permanent home, and despite what plans he and Vincent had made to see the world when they were grown, this would never be for his brother. The differences between them became more apparent as the boys grew, and Devin did not know how to tell Vincent of this fact without hurting him, so he never mentioned it at all. Still the two of them went everywhere together and dreamed their dreams. Until the day eventually came when Devin could hold back the knowledge no longer.
The mirror pool and beside the waterfall were their favourite places to sit and talk, and it was during one such time, that Devin opened his heart to his brother telling him things he would never forget. “I love you Vincent. And Father loves you, but he doesn’t love me.”
Vincent stared at his brother, “Of course he does.” It was unthinkable that Father could never love anybody, least of all Devin. “You are as much a son to him as I am, of course he loves you.”
Devin shook his head wearily. “No. For as far back as I can remember he has never loved me. And I have never felt as though I belonged here. One day Vincent, when I am grown, I shall leave here, find a place where I belong or search the world until I do.”
“And we’ll go together won’t we. Though I shall miss Father.”
“And he would miss you Vincent, so much in fact I think it might kill him if we were both to go.”
“No!” Vincent cried, “Then what are we to do?”
“I’ve been thinking about that Vincent. I think that perhaps we should take it in turns to see the world. Rather than going together. I’ll go first ‘cos I’m the eldest, and then when I come back, I’ll tell you all about it, and you can go off for a while, then there will always be someone here to take care of the old man.”
Vincent pondered on this idea. He had so much wanted to go with Devin, what fun they had planned to have together, but if Father’s life depended on one of them staying, then that was more important, wasn’t it? Reluctantly he nodded, “Okay, but promise you won’t be gone too long.”
“I can’t promise Vincent. I don’t know how long it will take me to see the world, but I’ll be back as soon as I can, that bit I will promise.”
“But you won’t be going for a long time yet will you?” Vincent worried.
“No, not for a long time yet. Maybe when I am sixteen or so.”
“That’s years.” Vincent told him gladly.
“Yes, years and years, giving us plenty of time to have lots more fun.”

Once Devin had realised that he would in fact be able to leave the world Below, it had given him a hope he hadn’t known before. Along with a responsibility to protect his younger brother, whom he knew for a certainty would never be able to leave the home beneath the city, nor have the life, which most men take for granted. Always he would be a prisoner, and that made Devin sad. So sad in fact that he vowed that all the years up until his own departure, he would make fun-filled for his brother, so at least Vincent would have the comfort of fond memories in his absence. Neither did Vincent have anywhere he could run to, when Father caught the pair up to no good, as he called it, and severely reprimanded them. Devin was able to flee Above until Father calmed somewhat, but Vincent was held trapped Below for Father to vent all his anger upon him. Devin loved Vincent so much, and was so sorry that Vincent would be forever destined to a life Below. So much so that he strived to make every one of Vincent's days happy ones. Even so far as taking the blame for things they both did or that Vincent had instigated alone. He had nothing to lose after all. The man that had brought him up, and become Father to all the waifs and strays over the years, meant little to him, or so he told himself. And Devin would often wonder about who his real parents were. He and Vincent had talked about it a lot; not knowing that Jacob Wells was his natural father. As no-body had cared to enlighten him.
The time came when he ventured to ask. “Who are my parents?” he blurted out to Father one afternoon as they were sifting through a collection of books spread across the table.
Father eyed him keenly, “Why do you want to know?”
Devin shrugged. “I’ve wanted to know for a long time. Are they dead?”
Father sank wearily into a chair, what could he tell him? “Your mother is.”
Devin winced, he hadn’t expected to hear that.
“And my father, is he still alive?”
“Yes.”
“Does he know about me?”
“Yes.”
“Does he live near here.”
“Yes.”
“Has he ever seen me? Have I seen him?”
“Yes. Look what’s with all the questions, you have never bothered before.”
“Tell me about my mother?” Devin asked disregarding the question.
“What would you have me tell you.” Father was relieved that for the moment Devin had dropped the father subject.
“How did she die? Was she ill?”
“In a way yes, she had been in great pain, just before she died.” Father told him as tactfully as he could. “How old was I when she died?”
“Just a baby.”
“When did my father last see me, when I was a baby too?”
“No. Your father has seen you many times since.”
Devin’s face lit up, “He has, here’s been here, do I know him?”
“Yes to all three, but I won’t be telling you who he is, not until you are older.”
Devin’s face dropped. “He doesn’t want me either does he?”
“What do you mean?”
“He doesn’t want me, just as you don’t want me.”
“Wherever did you get that idea?”
“I’ve always known it. You love Vincent but you don’t love me.”
“Devin that’s not true, I love you, I always have, but Vincent is different, he is special you know that. Don’t you love Vincent more than all the other children here?”
“Of course I do, but that’s because we are brothers. You adopted us both, but it is Vincent that you love.”
“I’m sorry you feel that way. But you are wrong. It’s just that you are the one that gets Vincent into mischief. If only you would copy him more rather than the other way around, then you would be in trouble less often. And you would not feel that I did not love you.”
“Still, I think you will always love Vincent more.”
Father refused to answer. Was he right? Perhaps he did love Vincent more. After all he was easier to love wasn’t he, than Devin the troublemaker and instigator of all things that went wrong Below? However, he knew he could not admit to that, it would break the boy’s heart. Nonetheless by his hesitancy alone, he gave Devin the answer he sought, and even though Devin heard Father say, “I love you both equally”, he knew that Father’s eyes could not meet his own, and knew for a certainty that he had lied. The knowledge affected him deeper than he thought that it would, and he wished with all his heart that he had not asked. Better to have not known at all.

As Devin grew older, he and Mitch spent a lot more time in one another’s company. Father did not approve of this, feeling Mitch was a bad influence on his son, and the time came when there was nothing for it but to insist that the two were separated for one another’s benefit. Devin took it hard, the resentment he had already felt towards Father became even more antagonistic, and no matter what Father asked him to do, he managed to rebel against it in some way. He did nothing to reconcile himself towards Father, in fact seemed to want to do only the opposite. He and Vincent grew ever closer, and though many times Vincent was the instigator of bad behaviour, Devin always took the rap, knowing he could walk away some day and never come back, while Vincent was there for life. He loved Vincent more than anyone or anything he had in his life, and would protect him unto death if he had to do. The only thread that kept him Below was Vincent, without this he would have gone Above, for sure.
Always looking for adventure, Devin went Above as often as possible. He loved the city, with its glittering lights, and the outside world beckoned, like the call of the wild. It was on one such of these trips Above that Devin got for himself a pocket-knife, something Father had forbidden any of the children to own, and Devin made certain that the only one that knew he had it, was Vincent.
About the same time, Vincent, still blackmailing his brother to take him to the carousel, made Devin agree to take him one particular night, not long after a concert was held in the park. Devin was reluctant to go.
“We shouldn’t go tonight, Vincent. There may be people loitering in the park after the concert, it could be dangerous.”
“We’ll be all right, we’ll keep to the shadows, no-one will see us.” Vincent wailed.
“I’d rather not Vincent, it’s too risky. If you should be seen Above they would capture you and take you away, and put you behind bars, and we would never see you again.”
“I’ll tell Father you showed me a cat.” Vincent ignored his brother and told him defiantly.
Devin shook his head, “Then tell him. I don’t care anymore, nothing the old man can do to me now, would be any worse that what he has already done. I’ve given up trying to make him love me, and I just don’t care anymore.”
“I don’t believe that Devin. I know how it hurts you.”
“Once maybe, but I erected this hard exterior, and nothing can touch me now. Nothing he can do, or say will have any affect, because I’m past caring.”
Vincent tried a different tactic, “Please take me to the carousel, Devin, at least if we have some fun, you can forget about Father. I don’t like it when you are sad.”
Devin sighed, “Oh all right, but we must go with a group, so that if anyone should come, we can hide you in the middle, agreed?”
“Agreed.”

Later at the carousel, they were having so much fun, that at first they didn’t hear the sound of voices outside, until the heavy doors were lifted, and a group of adults stood there. The children scattered, trying their best to protect Vincent from view, and would have succeeded, but for a mounted policeman, who followed the fleeing children on horseback.
The children disappeared inside the storm drain, leaving Devin and Vincent bringing up the rear, when Devin stumbled, and the policeman reined in his horse alongside, aiming his gun at Devin. In his fear Devin reached for his pocketknife, and the blade glistened in the moonlight, though he would never have dared to use it. Not realising that the policeman would never have fired at a child, all Vincent could think of was to help protect his brother, with the only means available to him, and he raced across the grass towards the policeman, snarling, and swiping his claws in the air. Stunned, the policeman transferred his aim at Vincent, and would have fired, had Devin not lunged to his feet, and made the horse rear up, giving both himself and Vincent a chance to flee. Diving for cover inside the storm drain, they pressed the button to open the doors, closing it as soon as they were inside. Just in time to hear the policeman running in after them, and finding the storm drain completely empty, was totally baffled, and thought he must have dreamed it all.
Unfortunately one of the sentry’s posted Below, saw the frightened children coming in, roused by their cries, and saw the policeman with the gun. A message was relayed to Father at once.
Needless to say, a furious Father met the children as they walked slowly back to the home chambers, lunging at them with the words, “How could you be so stupid. And you Devin, did you not know you could have got Vincent killed?” On and on he ranted, heaping all the blame onto Devin, not even considering it could be anyone’s else’s fault but his, and Devin never said otherwise, it was never in his nature to do so. Thus protecting his brother again.

Later by the mirror pool Devin stared into the water, toying with the knife, flicking it into the sand around the pool idly. Vincent came to sit beside him; “You must let me tell Father it was my idea that we went Above tonight. You told me it would be risky, and I made you go, it is my fault, not yours.”
“And you think he’d listen to you. No Vincent leave it, the old man has me down for a rebel, he’d only say I made you say it was you to get me out of more trouble. Leave it Vincent, one more whiplash doesn’t cut any harder than the rest have that went before.”
“But I can see you are hurting Devin. I’m sure that Father would be a lot kinder towards you if he knew you aren’t as bad as you would have him believe. You must let me tell him.”
“No!” you mustn’t. Otherwise all those times I took the blame to save your hide will have been worthless, Vincent please don’t. I really don’t mind taking the blame, I love you, and I would do anything for you. We are brothers, and we will always be together no matter what.”
Those words were to be tested beyond endurance, before the week was out.
,br> The night they had fled from the policeman in the park, another child had seen the glint of the knife that Devin had held in his hand, and jealous, wasted no time in telling Father about it.
“Devin has a knife.”
Father looked up startled, “A knife” he whispered, “What sort of a knife?”
“A pocket-knife.”
“And you have seen this knife?”
“Yes, that night in the park, he got it out to stab the policeman.”
Shocked and furious, Father ran across to the pipes, sending a message for Devin to come to his Father’s chamber at once. Not many minutes passed before Devin arrived with a questioning look upon his face.
Father swung round to face him; “You have a knife Devin?”
Devin hesitated, “No.”
“Don’t lie to me. You have a knife?”
“No.” Devin’s face reddened.
Striding across to the boy, Father frisked him quickly, finding the bulk of the knife in his pocket, and withdrew it instantly.
“This is a knife is it not?”
Devin made to leave.
“DEVIN” Father shouted at the boy, “Come back here at once.”
Devin stopped, looked back and glared at Father, he did not say a word.
Father’s heart hammered in his chest, he did not think he had ever felt so angry with the boy, “You disappoint me Devin. Leave me now, when I have thought of a suitable punishment, I will call for you.”
Devin left without a word, to find his brother.

Vincent was in the chamber of the winds when Devin found him; the smile of greeting froze on his lips when he saw Devin’s face. “What is it Devin?” he began.
Devin was so angry he could not speak, his chest heaved with anger, and Vincent felt a ripple of apprehension run through him. “What’s the matter Devin, are you hurt?”
Devin snapped, “Hurt yes, in my heart. Why did you tell him?”
“Tell who what?”
“Tell Father that I had the knife.”
Bewildered, Vincent could only stare at his brother, “I didn’t.”
“You were the only one that knew, there was no-one else. You told him admit it.”
“No. I didn’t I swear I didn’t.”
“Liar.”
“I am not a liar, I would never do anything to hurt you.”
“You are a liar and you did tell him, and you know what happens to tell-tales don’t you?”
Afraid, Vincent stepped back, “No.” he cried, “I didn’t do it. I didn’t, I didn’t.”
Devin reached out for Vincent, making a grab at him, and Vincent jumped back,
“Don’t drown me Devin, I didn’t tell him.”
“Yes you did.” Devin clenched his fists together. All the times he had protected Vincent, taken the blame, he was furious. He lunged at his brother striking him on the nose.
Vincent put a hand to his face, as he felt the blood trickle, horrified to see his own blood upon the palm of his hand. “I didn’t do it I tell you.” Vincent shouted at him.
“Yes you did.” Devin flung back making to hit his brother again.
Vincent struck out wildly, forgetting his own makeup, the sharp claws, and reeled back in shame as he saw the three deep scores his claws opened up upon Devin’s cheek. “Oh Devin, I’m sorry.” remorseful at what he had inflicted, Vincent was horrified. Devin stared at him; a look of unadulterated hatred in his eyes, and without another word turned and ran, leaving Vincent to crumple to his feet and weep.

Later that day, Vincent could not find Devin, and when he heard Father call for him on the pipes, Vincent made his way there hoping that Devin would have arrived before he had.
“Where’s Devin?” Father asked the moment Vincent bounded down the steps.
“Isn’t he here?”
“No, I thought he was with you?”
“No. We had an argument. I haven’t seen him since this morning.”
“He’s probably hiding. He’ll turn up like a bad penny eventually you’ll see, and when he does his punishment will be twice as severe. I will teach that boy some respect, if it’s the last thing I do.”

Devin did not come back that day, nor the next, and during the week that followed no-body saw him at all. A search party went out for him, travelling as far down as the catacombs, even to the subterranean pools below, to no avail. Finally after two weeks the search was called back. Devin had gone, no-one knew where, did not know whether he had gone Above or Below, and as his name was added to the list of missing persons that Father kept in his chamber, a silent tear fell as he wrote the name there. Too late he realised how badly he had treated the child. Nonetheless his mind refused to acknowledge what his heart had always told him. The reason behind his hostility towards his only true son, the fact that he blamed the child for Grace’s death, who had died giving birth to Devin.

For a long, long time Vincent’s heart was heavily burdened also by the fact that the very thing that Devin had accused him of, he had not done. Wherever Devin had gone, he went with the thought that Vincent had betrayed him and that hurt, it hurt a lot, and Vincent knew he would carry that burden of hurt for the rest of his life.

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Catherine Chandler had grown into a very beautiful young woman. Her happiness marred only by the death of her mother through cancer when Catherine was ten years old. And Charles made certain that his only child had the happy life that his wife had wished for her, by bestowing on her all the gifts that money could buy. While he worked hard to keep her in the luxury to which she had become accustomed.
Catherine had no need of work, though she had a place at her father’s law firm after graduating from Columbia Law School. And she did her very best working for her father, but the work was un-fulfilling, and Catherine often arrived in late each day, after a busy evening the night before. Her father’s money enabled her to see the world, go to parties, functions and balls that other people could only dream about. She mixed in a circle of the influential, and dated the wealthiest men. Catherine thought she had attained the happy life her mother wished for her, when in actual fact her life lacked foundation, was a hollow shell in comparison to that which was to come, yet for the moment Catherine was happy.
When Tom Gunther asked her to marry him, Catherine was overjoyed. More to the point Charles was overjoyed. At last it would seem he would have the son, that every man wanted, someone to take over his law firm, and to have the delight of erecting a sign saying ‘Charles Chandler and Son’ over the entrance to his office block.
Tom and Catherine were seen together in all the most prominent circles, yet he did not really share with her the love of music nor her love of life, wanting only to grow to be the most important man in New York. With his pretty piece upon his arm, he felt that along with her father’s money she would get him where he wished to go.
During one of her fiancé’s dinner parties where he showcased his latest architectural project, Catherine spent some time talking to Eve, an old college friend who was having problems, when Tom pulled her to one side and chided her for spending time with a lost cause.
Stung by his words, Catherine saw a side of the man she had agreed to marry that she did not like, and no longer wishing to be a part of his dinner party she told him she was going home.
Outside she hailed a cab, which did not stop, and then while she awaited another, a man came alongside her, telling her he would hail one for her. She laughed at him, he seemed so nice, she had no reason to fear him, until a large van sped alongside the curb upon which she was standing, the door slid open and the man bundled her inside.
Alarmed, Catherine cowered against the side of the van as the driver sped away, and found suddenly that two men confronted her, one of which was the one who had spoken to her at the curb. They kept calling her Carol. Momentarily Catherine was relieved, it was just a case of mistaken identity. The thought made her braver. “I’m not Carol.” she told them. But fear gripped her heart when she realised they did not believe her, and she saw the glint of a knife.
Thinking she was going to die, she struggled in vain, as the two men held her down, and she felt the drag of the knife against her face, the warm blood trickle, and hands that groped between her legs.
Screaming in vain, as the men laughed, she saw only her own blood ooze into her eyes. Unable to wipe it away for her hands were held fast, she felt her underwear ripped from her body, and one of the men pull her to a lying position so that he could straddle her.
Catherine’s head thrashed from side to side, splattering the blood into his face, he cursed, and wiped it away, “Do that again lady, and it won’t just be your face that I’ll cut.”
Motionless, Catherine watched in horror as one by one the two men assaulted her until she wished for the oblivion of death.
She did not know how long they held her captive it seemed hours.
After cutting her pretty face, they kicked and thumped her body, all the while calling her Carol.
Catherine tried to remember as much about the two men as possible, about the interior of the van, listening for anything they might say that she could use to convict them, if she survived.
At last, the driver who had not spoken before, called, “I’m going into the park, are you finished. We can dump her there.”
Gathering her up against them into a standing position, the two men held her tight, and as the van careered through the park gates, and rounded a corner, the door was pulled back, and Catherine and her belongings were thrown out like a piece of garbage. As the van sped away out of sight Catherine’s unconscious body rolled down an embankment towards a storm drain.

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In the absence of his brother, Vincent had started to go Above by himself. Keeping to the shadows, he would walk the streets, the hood of his long cloak pulled firmly over his head to shield his awesome face from prying eyes. The night when Devin had taken him Above to see the moon and the carousel, a child had passed by in a car, and seeing his face had screamed with horror. Vincent had never forgotten that, nor did he want to have it happen again.
In time Vincent found new friends. Pascal was the one he spent the most time with. Yet Pascal preferred to stay Below, though they spent much time together, reading a chapter each of the books that they loved. But his brother Devin had given Vincent a taste of freedom, and somehow, up Above Vincent felt closer to him. Still no one had found out where Devin had gone to, and he was presumed dead, but Vincent had a feeling, that somewhere out in the big wide world, Devin was having the fun that the two had promised to share.
Walking back towards his home late one April night, Vincent sank back into the shadows as he heard a vehicle coming through the park gates, at great speed. He knew for a certainty that, whoever was driving it, was up to no good. Vincent’s heart beat hard in his chest. Would the police be following? How far was it to the entrance to his underground home? Could he run there and not be seen? Vincent hesitated too long in deciding, and as the van careered almost feet away from where he was hiding, a sliding side door was pulled open and something long and heavy was thrown out. Seconds later the van had disappeared back into the night.
Vincent froze where he stood. Whatever had been thrown from the van, was between him and the storm drain entrance. Afraid to know, Vincent tried to edge around it, giving it a wide berth, until his acute hearing, caught a sound, a tiny whimper coming from that area.
Hesitant, Vincent made his way towards the sound, finding as he did so, that his eyes beheld the sight of the form to be that of a woman, and as he came closer still, he saw her injuries and his heart was moved with pity for her. He could not leave her there she would surely die. Her injuries were horrific, her face covered in blood, the flesh beneath exposed and throbbing. Vincent scooped the tiny form from off the grass, and carried her without further thought into the sanctuary of his world, where he knew she would be safe.

Yet there was something very different about the woman he had found that night, the twelfth of April. As she grew stronger, and the wounds that Father had repaired to his best under the circumstances, started to heal, Vincent became aware of an attachment to her.
He had helped people in the past, when Father had tended to them, but this woman pulled on his heartstrings in a way the others never had, and Vincent spent every moment he could just watching her while she remained unconscious.
Narcissa had told him long ago, that someone would come, someone he could love to replace the void that Devin had left in his life. He had believed at that time that Pascal would be the one, now looking down at this young woman, Vincent felt something stir within, something he had not felt since he and Devin were inseparable.
Unable to concentrate, once the thought had taken root in his mind, he went beneath the catacombs in search of the wise old woman, who was always aware he was coming, long before he called her name.
“Come in child, don’t loiter in doorways, you have manners better than that”, she chided with a touch of humour in her voice. Vincent came into her warm chamber, amazed that with her poor sight the way it was that she could keep it looking so tidy. Before he had time to speak Narcissa knew his reasoning, “I’m not so old child that I can’t see. Tell me what grieves you this day. Is it the young woman?”
“News travels fast Narcissa, I can see there is nothing wrong with your ears.” he laughed along with her.
“I have no need of ears or sight child, didn’t I tell you someone would come, did you not believe what I told you?”
“Yes, but I thought Pascal...”
“Pooh”, Narcissa scolded him, “Pascal, never. What every man needs is a young wife, even you child. You think I lie?”
Vincent bowed his great head, and sighed with despair, “Narcissa how is it that the eyes of those that see Below, fail to see the most obvious fact, that I am not like other men.”
“Your heart beats with great tenderness and compassion Vincent, you have much love to give. Never doubt that you will not be able to share the love of a woman. Mind you she will be a remarkable woman Vincent, but she will never once believe that she is, only will feel privileged to love you, to have your love in return. One as unique as you child, deserves the very best there is, and she will come, and you will know her, though my heart tells me that she is already here.”
“How can this be?” Vincent groaned inwardly. “Father has repaired her injuries, and such as she is now, her face is as tainted as my own. Yet I can see that with the correct medical help she will be more beautiful than any woman I have laid eyes upon. And yet you say she could love me, and what’s more I will have the right to love her? I want to believe you Narcissa, but for me, I just cannot, who would want to look with love upon this face of mine, these hands, Narcissa?” His great body shook with unshed tears, facing the facts only he knew the intensity of.
“You are wrong child. Do not forsake her capacity to love. In you she will find all she has ever longed, and she will see past the flaws you see in yourself, loving you only for what you are inside, though the time will come when she will not wish to change the way you look for anything in the world. She will love you Vincent, and you must find the courage to return that love. Together you will have a happy life. Go now child, return to this woman, and begin your story together, for this will prove to be a story that will be repeated and passed down through generations, if only that you have the courage to write it.”
Vincent got up, knowing Narcissa would say no more on the subject, and with a heart sparked by a tiny seed of hope, he walked slowly back towards his chamber.

Her face bandaged, Catherine was unable to see anything, yet she was able to make out sounds, whispers, and a constant tapping somewhere distant. At first when she tried to open her eyes, she felt only stiffness and pain, her eyes hurt, and her face felt taut beneath the bandages.
Catherine remembered every painful frightening detail of her ordeal and she believed that she was in a hospital, yet the smell was different.
Hospitals were filled with the scent of disinfectant tinged with the fragrance of flowers, yet in this place the smell was of candle wax and the musky scent of old books.
Inclining her head to listen, she knew as footsteps approached. It was true then, that to take away one sense from the five, the other four were enhanced. Catherine found she could distinguish between various people by their footsteps, and this pair intrigued her the most. With each step, a soft rustling could be heard, as if something swept the floor behind as he walked. Suddenly fearful, Catherine shook her head from side to side, “No, no” she begged.
Vincent’s soft and gentle voice calmed her, “Your safe, your safe now.”
“Where am I?”
“No one will hurt you, you’re safe here.” the gentle voice told her.
“Hospital?” she queried.
“No, but you’re going to be all right.”
Confused, Catherine asked him, “Why aren’t I in hospital?”
“There was no time. You were bleeding.”
Remember some of the horrific ordeal, Catherine brought her hands up over the bandages that covered her eyes, she panicked, “What did they do... My eyes.”
Vincent’s heart went out to her. How would he feel to find himself with his face bandaged and with people he didn’t know? He wanted to calm her, “Your eyes were not hurt, we made sure.” He saw her relax, and felt glad, “Rest now," he told her while he went to see Father.

Father was annoyed that Vincent had brought Catherine Below, he chided him on his thoughtlessness, but Vincent knew that he’d had no choice. He couldn’t have left her there to die. He would never have forgiven himself, if he had. Yet now that she was awake Father’s main concern was that she knew as little about the place Vincent had taken her to as possible.
Later when Vincent went to look in on her, she was startled by his approach, and called out fearfully, “Who's there. Who are you?”
“Vincent.”
She repeated his name, and struggled to sit up. Instantly Vincent stepped closer, stilling her with his words, “My father and I treated your injuries. You have broken ribs. You need to be still.”
A sharp pain cutting through her confirmed this, and Catherine relaxed. “Where am I?” she wanted to know.
“Where no one can hurt you.” Vincent told her gently.
His words calmed her; it felt good to know that he was there. She tried to conjure up images of him in her mind. Peace washed over her when he spoke, his beautiful voice soothed her.
Her only fear was the pain she felt in her face, “My face hurts.” she told him.
Refusing to let her dwell on her injuries, Vincent changed the subject, “Tell me your name?”
“Catherine.”
“Catherine.” When he repeated her name a warm glow swept through her, in all her life no one had ever uttered her name with such affection. How she longed to know what he looked like.
Listening as his footsteps retreated, Catherine felt sad and a little afraid. It was good to have him nearby, nice to know he was there watching over her, but before she could speak again he told her, “Try to rest. If you need anything, I’ll be close by. Don’t be afraid. Please...don’t be afraid.”
A tranquillity passed over the moment, and Catherine listening to that voice was lulled by its effect, “I’ll try.” she told him, as she listened to him leave the room, and feeling safe in the knowledge that he was somewhere close by she slept awhile.

Day by day Catherine grew stronger, and the day came for her to leave, to go back Above. Her bandages removed, she had come to set her eyes upon her gentle saviour, and though shocked at first by his appearance, it wasn’t long before she found his looks awesome, and attractive in a strange kind of way. Deep inside there was something growing within her for this man too, something she could not put her finger on, and it was more than mere gratitude. He crept into her heart, so that by the time she was well enough to leave, she found herself wanting to stay with him. Though fear for her future was also paramount, and she wasn’t sure if that was the real reason behind her wanting to stay Below. Yet the day finally came, when Vincent having helped her find her strength to believe in her abilities once again, Catherine allowed Vincent to take her through the awesome tunnels towards her home.
Leaving her at the basement of her apartment building, she hugged him, before they parted, he to his world, and she back to her own, leaving her only to wonder if she might ever see him again.

Vincent could not forget Catherine, or Narcissa’s words. A strange sensation throbbed alongside his heart, and he came to accept that it was the feel of Catherine’s own heart that beat there. He knew when she was happy, sad, exhilarated, anxious, and that they were connected disturbed him, not knowing whether to feel happy or sad, for his heart gave him no rest, and he could not get her out of his mind.
Finally he had no choice; he simply had to see her, if only one last time, he had to know that she was well.
Making his way to her apartment building he scaled the eighteen floors to her balcony, intent on leaving her the book Great Expectations that he had been reading to her Below, but had not finished the last chapter. Yet when he saw he come out onto the balcony, his breath caught in his throat, and he could not move, knowing only that he should never have come. Her face lit up when she saw him there, inviting him inside. He could not go in, to be so close was already too much, out here on her balcony he gained some semblance of reality, some hold over his emotions, while he remained in the safety of his shadowy existence. Clinging to the normality of his life became his anchor.
Yet as she rushed to fling her arms about him the scent of her overwhelmed him, the fragrance of her freshly washed hair intoxicating his senses. Slowly Vincent brought his arms up and around her to hold her close, he had missed her so much, yet now he was with her, it was as if they had never been apart. In fact they hadn’t, for their hearts beat as one, and Vincent had been tortured by his bitter sweet dreams of what he believed could never be, despite what Narcissa told him. She told him one thing, and Father told him the complete opposite. Vincent was in turmoil, yet here in Catherine’s embrace, he felt at peace, like he had returned home from a long and weary journey, as he found solace in her arms. Catherine had much to tell him, and her beauty overwhelmed him now that her wounds had been repaired, and her face restored to its former glory, but for one small scar beneath an ear. And from that day forth Vincent became her protector, as her job took her on dangerous assignments, and she mocked death on a daily basis when Vincent’s dark side always came to her rescue, slaying her tormentors, saving her life again and again.
Vincent knew that he loved her more than he loved life, she was the very air that he breathed, but he could not tell her so, believing only that to do so, would compel her to remain with him, and then her life would be wasted. Nonetheless, his thoughts belied his convictions, when night after night he felt her pain, her distress, her need for him, but he refused to give it, afraid that should he give in to the passion then the dark one would be free to conquer and Catherine could get seriously hurt.
Catherine knew his fears, tried to get him to confront them, but he would not. Night after night when they embraced, she felt his desire, felt the thrill of his body hard against hers, then the hurt as the inevitable rejection followed, because of his deep fear.
Something had to be done. Catherine knew she would have to guide him. Her life without him was meaningless, especially after the death of her father, when she felt that nothing connected her to life Above anymore. There simply was no reason now, why she had to stay in her world, and the desire to be with him grew painful. She had to think of something to make him comfortable with stepping forward. Catherine believed totally that they had a life together. She had never loved anyone the way that she loved Vincent. He was everything to her and she had to make him believe this. Vincent felt that without him, she could have a better life. Catherine knew that without him she would have no life. It was as simple as that. The difficult part was his acceptance of this very simple fact, and Catherine knew that she had to think of something to make him realise that they were meant to be together. That they had a future to look forward to together, but how to go about it, that was the problem, how to convince him that this was so?

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For three years Catherine and Vincent had been together, and on each anniversary of their meeting they did something special. Many people would try to forget the day on which they were attacked, but Catherine found that every year when the 12th of April came around, she was filled with a shining light at the memory, knowing this to be the day when Vincent had found her.
Vincent too, looked forward to the day immensely, they would spend the evening together, and he would stay with her until almost dawn, before returning to his world. They would celebrate the time they had known one another, and hope that they would endure through many more years, though their relationship was a very complex one.
Looking to the day as it loomed up on the third year, Vincent wondered what it would be that they would share. The following year he had almost lost her to death at the hands of the Watcher, and he shuddered, remembering how close he had come to losing her. Their anniversary that second year had been marred by evil, and Vincent wanted to make the third anniversary so special, that the second need never be brought to mind again.
Thinking back on how far they had come, he knew where they stood in the stream of time, and he was afraid. They had reached the stage in their relationship when no mere embrace was enough, he wanted more, and he could through their connection feel just how desperately she too needed him intimately.
Looking at himself in the mirror pool reflection, he recollected the words Devin had spoken to him, some months before, when out of the blue, Devin had come back into their lives, having travelled some of the world, and filled their lives with happiness again, at knowing he was alive.
Devin had been quite amazed that Vincent had found a woman to love, and what a woman. She was beautiful, “This is a classic beauty and the beast fairy tale, you have here, Vincent,” he told his brother one day, “Not that I see you as anything less than a man of course, but you know what I mean I’m sure. I know how you feel about yourself.”
Vincent inclined his head, “Yes, and all fairy tales have a happy ending, do they not, but this is fact Devin, not fantasy, and I don’t know if I have it in me to produce such a fairy tale ending to our story.”
“How does Cathy feel about this?”
“What do you mean?”
Devin shrugged, “I mean, does she want you in that way. Would she permit you to sleep with her? I think perhaps she would.”
Put like that Vincent felt his face redden, “That’s not the issue here, I believe that Catherine would grant me anything. It is I who is the problem, I just cannot believe that once she sees me, and all that I am she will not feel repulsed at what she lays her eyes upon.”
“Rubbish!”
“You think so, why?”
“Have you not seen the way she looks at you. Her eyes hunger for you. Last evening I watched her as her eyes followed your every movement. She’s got the hots for you Vincent can’t you see that?”
Vincent felt so embarrassed, Devin’s choice of words hadn’t got any better with the passage of time, he could almost feel Father cringe, nonetheless, whatever way the words were said, the meaning was the same, Catherine did desire him, and he knew it.
“I just don’t know how to start it.” Vincent told his brother in a low whisper.
“Well for me, I always start with kissing. Kissing is a beautiful expression it comes so naturally doesn’t it. Whatever type of kissing you and Cathy share, you only have to deepen it, and believe me the rest will follow swiftly, if you are both of the same mind.”
Vincent swallowed hard, he didn’t believe anything could be so embarrassing.
“What is it Vincent?”
“Catherine and I, we haven’t actually, ever, well not at all really, though I have wanted to do, and I know she has expected me to, but the thing is....”
“For heaven's sake Vincent, spit it out.”
“Kissed.” was all Vincent could manage, his head lowered, in shame.
Devin rumbled the word around his brain. As realisation dawned, he stammered, “You have... never... kissed her!”
“No. Well not on the mouth. We have never exchanged a kiss.”
“And she has never tried to kiss you!”
“Once or twice, I felt that maybe it was her intention, but something always happened to stop her, someone would knock at the door, or she would change her mind. I have to admit I was disappointed.”
“Then you should have taken it up from there, brother. No doubt she wants you to make the first move.”
“Catherine is always sensitive of my feelings.”
“Nonetheless, isn’t it time that you became sensitive towards hers.”
“I don’t know.”
“Vincent! Look at yourself, despite your appearance, which Cathy loves anyway, you are a very powerful person, your body is muscular, your physique stunning, do you not think that Catherine has noticed all these things about you. Why any woman would die for such a man.”
“You really believe so?” Vincent turned his head to see the sincerity in Devin’s eyes. He was stunned.
“I know so. Look to keep my body fit and healthy I have to eat the right foods, and work out, but you, well you, look how you have grown, look how powerful your body is. It’s little wonder that Cathy idolises you. I bet she is on a short fuse with wanting to love you. Believe me Vincent, you only have to ignite that fuse, with the briefest of kisses, and wow, you will see her explode before your very eyes.”
Vincent smiled then, his nervousness leaving him; he could just imagine his Catherine exploding if and when he kissed her. In fact he could foresee that the moment they kissed, a million firecrackers would burst forth in both their minds.
“You’ve got to do something Vincent, you just have to, that’s if you want this relationship to go forwards. Unfulfilled love, no matter how special, can wear thin after a while, especially if the yearnings are tearing one or both of you apart. You wouldn’t want her to stray to someone else would you?”
“Once perhaps, I thought it best that she found someone else, but even then I would have died without her.”
“Sacrificial love then. You were prepared to forsake the only happiness you may ever have to be gallant? This is a once in a life time relationship Vincent, never has there been anyone like you, and that Cathy wants to love you, is a miracle, don’t throw the chance away Vincent. There are thousands of women with careers and a normal life, they aren’t necessarily happy, yet what the two of you share is something so special it warms the hearts of all that know you, don’t throw it away Vincent, I beg of you.”
Astounded by his brother’s words, Vincent could only sit and stare. “I’ve never looked at it like that before.”
“Cathy is one in a million Vincent, in more ways than one. Up Above there are a million women with the kind of life Cathy leads, do you think not one of them would wish to exchange places with her. These millions of women keep the world rolling Vincent, round and round, it doesn’t matter if one or two should drop out of the cogwheel and do something totally different. What does matter is that they drop into a situation that will make them happy, no matter what they might seem to have forsaken to be there. You can’t make other people’s choices Vincent, you can’t look at yourself, and say, you know better for another. You have to let Cathy guide you, let her tell you what way her mind is made up, and follow her lead. If you don’t Vincent, you will destroy the gemstone you have here, as surely as if you had crushed it.”
“Then what should I do?”
“Vincent, you don’t need me to tell you that. Follow your heart Vincent, listen to that part that whispers, and above all, don’t let the rest of you tell you otherwise. You want it blunt, I’ll put it blunt, make love to her Vincent, become lovers, and then conversations like this will never be necessary again.”
“You make it sound so easy.” Vincent bowed his head unable to meet Devin’s eyes, as he felt his cheeks redden.
“It is easy, but then again...” he was thoughtful for a few minutes. Vincent watched the many expressions chase across his dear brother’s face, knowing he was trying to choose his words carefully. Vincent waited patiently, until finally he heard Devin say, “Perhaps I was wrong to say you should be lovers. Perhaps that isn’t what you both need right now. As you have never kissed, I think Cathy would appreciate this first step for the time being, then when the two of you are comfortable with more, it will come naturally enough, you will know when the time is right for the both of you. Its getting past this first step that may cause some problems. Tell you what when Cathy comes Below next time, perhaps you would like me to approach her and show you how it is done?”
Shocked, Vincent turned and glared at his brother, until he saw the smile and knew Devin was only teasing, and then he began to laugh, “No. I think I can manage well enough by myself, thank you, but talking about it, and actually doing it are not the same. I am just so nervous at the thought of getting around to it.”
“Its no big issue Vincent. Its not as if you will be climbing mountains, and need loads of equipment”, he was amused by the thought, “Just take yourself along to her Vincent. Look for the signs. Cathy is probably one step ahead of you anyway. Women like romance. If you think she has created a romantic setting, you can be certain that she anticipates the occasion to weave its magic on you, and really when you think about it Vincent, everyone kisses everyone, in greeting or in farewell, its a sign of affection as well as in love. So don’t be nervous about it Vincent, the first time may feel awkward, but if you two are to advance you have to remember the old cliché’ ‘it started with a kiss’, and hopefully next time I visit, you will be telling me, it ended with marriage. Though I’d appreciate it if you waited until I was here to see it. I’d love to be your best man.”

Devin’s words spoken several months ago now, had stirred Vincent. He began to believe in the impossible. Yet still he held back. When he had been with Catherine since his talk with Devin, he found himself drawn to staring at her lips, imagining his mouth upon them, kissing her. Putting his fingers to his own lips, he traced the outline, trying to assess how his lips would fit against hers. How would she react to his kissing her mouth, would she like it? And would it really ignite the fuse to the passion he hoped would follow. If she should turn away from him in disgust, he knew it would finish him, he could not bear to lose her, and he could not take the risk.

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Knowing nothing of Vincent’s conversation with Devin, Catherine only knew herself that she wanted to do something special for Vincent on their third anniversary. More than anything she hoped that she could somehow knock down the fear he surrounded himself with, when it came to expressing his love for her. She knew how he always held back, so fearful that his dark side would take over should he so much as kiss her. And Catherine could not make him understand that this was just a normal human reaction stemmed from a passionate kiss. So much she wanted to love him yet she did not want to throw herself at him, for that could frighten him more. It had to be something subtle, but with just enough pressure that he could no longer hold back. If he didn’t kiss her soon, she thought she would die from longing.
Catherine could think of only one thing, the usual really, that of filling the apartment with candles, champagne on ice, ice-cream in the fridge, chocolate fudge cake in the kitchen, soft music playing, her apartment warm and inviting. Hot flows of desire swept over her as she contemplated the way the evening could turn out, if only things went according to plan. The only temptation she allowed herself, was the gown she chose to wear. Flowing ivory silk to match the glow from the candles, and a tiny bouquet of white gypsaphillia (baby’s breath) in her hair, and a touch of Vincent’s favourite perfume, behind her ears.
All she had to do now was sit and wait for darkness to fall.

When she saw him standing there she melted. He was so beautiful. Desire for him making him more beautiful than before. All her carefully laid plans flew out the window when she saw him standing there, looking at her with such love in his eyes. For once she allowed him to know her thoughts, though her cheeks reddened and she wished she hadn’t, but then his smile, that gorgeous, gorgeous smile, lit up his beautiful blue eyes, and he stepped towards her. Catherine held her breath, there was something different, a new awareness, a confidence, she had not known him possess before, as he crossed the room to gather her into his arms. He did not speak, could not speak, her beauty had taken his breath away, he could only stand and stare, and feel uncomfortable at the hot rush of desire that spread through his body. For a moment he wanted to flee, to run away and hide, to calm his racing heart, but the moment held him spellbound, and his eyes roamed over her soft and inviting mouth. What had Devin said, all those months ago, ‘it started with a kiss’, Devin was right of course. What was a kiss, nothing really, and yet everything, an expression to show affection, a greeting, yes that’s was it was, a greeting. Stilling his thudding heart, Vincent drew himself together, and bent his head slowly down towards Catherine’s. Her eyes recognised his new awareness, he could sense her holding her breath, and he knew it was now or never. He knew he would need to speak, but the words would not form, and a fresh wave of nervousness began its upward climb from his toes intent on sweeping him away over her balcony and out into the night. He calmed himself, took a deep breath and whispered, “Good evening Catherine, you look beautiful” then drawing her gently towards him, he placed the briefest of kisses upon her lips, as if he had always done so, and then looked around the room. “This is lovely Catherine, all these candles, it makes me feel so at home.” he spoke softly, with words that belied his racing heart as the feel of her lips beneath his still burned, and an intensity he had never known before soared through his entire being.
Catherine did not reply, and when he looked back at her, he found to some amusement that she hadn’t moved from when he’d kissed her. It was almost as if he had put her in a trance! Vincent chuckled, the sound making Catherine turn her head, and her eyes stunned him. In the light from the candles, those emerald eyes sparked gold and fire as she smiled at him, and he watched her as she slowly walked across to where he stood. He could still feel the butterfly sensation of the touch of her lips beneath his. It had been all he could do to make it so brief, he had felt compelled to deepen it, but he knew that a greeting kiss would not be like that. Nonetheless as brief as it was, he could see that it had ignited the fuse in Catherine that Devin had spoken of, and Vincent was suddenly very much afraid, and wanting to run away again.

The moment was electric, Vincent could feel the vibrations coming across from Catherine, not just via the Bond, and he swallowed hard, unsure as to what to do next. Very briefly he wished Devin was sat on his shoulder like some kind of Jiminy Cricket to tell him what to do now, and he groaned deeply.
The sound seemed to bring Catherine back to the present, touching her lips with her fingers, she whispered, “Vincent, you kissed me, it was lovely, thank you. I knew what it took for you to do that, and that’s why it meant so much.” Then a mischievous glint formed in her eyes, and she told him, “I would very much like to return your kiss. You took me so completely by surprise I had no time to do so earlier.”
then before he could refuse she stood on tiptoe to press her lips against his. Oh the bliss of her mouth on his! Vincent moaned he was lost. All sensibility flew out of the window and out over the city below, as he gave in to the sweetness of their love. The kiss deepened, and Vincent found his arms encircle her slim waist, to draw her closer towards him. Overjoyed to felt her own hands creep upwards to thread through his thick mane of hair and cling against him, causing a million tiny stars to explode in his brain. And when finally they drew apart, Catherine’s green eyes danced with a desire and a delight that matched his own.
“Well” she told him, “That was worth waiting three years for.”
Finally, Vincent found his voice, “Catherine...I love you so much.”
Looking up into those beautiful sapphire eyes, Catherine was stunned to see the look within their depths that she would hold within her heart for all eternity. The love she saw there made her gasp, he was complete, and more besides, a tranquillity filled his very face, that told her the depth of his love for her.
“I love you Catherine.” he told her once again, his fingers sweeping a lock of her hair from her eyes. Catherine reached for his hand, and kissed deep into the palm, whispering, “and I love you Vincent, so very much.”
Standing there holding one another close, they heard the gentle click of the tape recorder switch over to a collection of love songs that Catherine had programmed to come on during the evening. She smiled, knowing what was coming, holding her breath and Vincent tightly against her, she whispered, “Listen. This next song is a celebration for us.” And as the strains of music floated over them, their hearts grasped the meaning of the words. And Vincent knew without a shadow of a doubt that what they shared was meant to be. For this night they would certainly fulfil all their dreams and this, their third anniversary, could never be surpassed.

“You asked how much I love you,
How can I explain?
I love you oh my darling,
Like water needs rain,
You asked how long I’d love you,
I’ll tell you true,
Until the twelfth of never,
I’ll still be loving you.”


“Until the twelfth of never, I’ll still be loving you.” Catherine sang along to the last line and as Vincent kissed her deeply, with the promise of more to follow, their happiness soared on dynamic wings of eagles into infinity and beyond.

Infinite love has no ending.


                   

 


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